Misplaced Aggression

When Jack called me while I was working out of town for a few days, I was sure it was not just to say hello, especially when he knew I was already on my way home. He would not want to risk interfering with a meeting I might be in just to have a trivial conversation. So when I saw that I had missed his call, I knew something was up that needed my attention and I immediately called him back. Sure enough, after our usual greetings and a brief catching up, he said: "I hated to bother you, but we have a problem. That heifer that we thought was open has had a calf this morning but she had it up under the electric fence and now she is trying to kill it. Every time the calf tries to get up, she just beIlers and rams it into the ground." (We know the word is 'bellows' but we say 'bellers'). Jack continued: "I was able to get them penned up and separate them, but we are gonna need to do something with it when you get home tonight because it hasn't nursed and it is a good calf."

Now, this is not the first time this has happened on our farm. In fact, this is our second experience with this problem this year and probably our fifth in eight years despite the fact that we disconnect the lower fence wire during calving season just for this reason. For some reason, these heifers chose a spot right beside the four strand high tinsel electric fence to give birth. As soon as the calf is born, the mama gets up and begins to clean the calf off which is important in the bonding process and stimulates the calf to get up on its feet to nurse. As the newborn calf tries to get up on its feet, it staggers around on its awkward and trembling legs, stumbling and falling time and time again, until it eventually makes its way under the electric fence.

The shocking of the fence does not appear to have an immediate effect on the baby calf like it does an older calf or cow. In fact, it shows little if any sign that it is being shocked. However; when the mama cow continues to lick the calf off and bond with it, the charge of the fence is now passing through the calf directly to the cow and is eating her lunch! The shock does not bother the calf, does not change the calf's attitude toward its mama, but it totally changes the mama' s attitude toward her new baby. Every time she touches her baby she gets shocked and she apparently thinks it is the calf that is hurting her. In a matter of seconds the bonding process is reversed. The cow who instinctively would defend the calf at any cost, and still may be trying to do so, now will not stop her attack until she kills the calf unless there is someone to intervene like Jack did.

You probably would have to have some experience with calving out cows and would have to have seen this experience firsthand a few times to reach the hypothesis that I have reached, and I am not sure that I have it figured out, but here is what I think: The problem appears to be that there is now a real conflict between the mind and the maternal instincts of the cow. If the cow was just trying to get away from the pain of being shocked, she would just run off and leave the calf alone. The problem is, all of her natural maternal instincts and the hormones in her system associated with calving cause her to stay with the calf and to continue trying to care for her new baby. She does not seem able to run away and leave her baby without cleaning it up and taking care of it, but at the same time, she cannot stand the constant surging of electricity coming to her from the calf. While it appears that she is initially taking her pain out on her baby because she hates her baby and wants to kill it, I think that in the first several minutes anyway, her intent is to attack the electricity that in her mind is attacking her baby. In other words, I think her initial aggression is not at the baby itself, but is an attempt to attack the electricity and get it off of and away from her baby--if not she would just run away and escape the threat.

After a few episodes of being repeatedly shocked by the baby, I think the cow/calf bond is eventually broken and she does want to kill or reject her calf because she now sees the calf itself as a threat to her own welfare, but it does not begin that way. The constant pain, the relentless getting hurt over and over again, leads to the rejection and aggression. However, with a lot of care, wisdom, attention, time and effort, even that can most often be reversed and the cow will eventually learn to accept the calf over a period of days or weeks.

What I also find interesting, is that if the calf is able to survive the initial aggression, it will continue trying to pursue its mama to nurse, until it gets either injured, killed or too weak to do so. If it gets kicked repeatedly in the head or ran into the ground enough times, it will shy away, but only after relentless attempts, getting hurt in the process. Even then, if you restrain the mama and give the calf access to the teat without being kicked and attacked for a number of days until it gets enough strength to either dodge or flee its mama's aggression when it needs to, it does not hesitate to bond with its mama, though the mama will take a lot longer to come around. The calf needs the mama, but the mama does not need the calf, and that seems to make all the difference.

As I reflect on these 'on the farm' experiences, I think about all the relationships in our lives that are affected by either intentional or non-intentional hurt and rejection. How many people do we no longer have proper relationships with because we have been hurt by them? How many relationships are not what they should be because we are the ones who inflicted the pain?

Many times, the pain or rejection is caused just by a misunderstanding or misinterpretation of what was said or done, just like the cow who thought the calf was trying to hurt her when that was not the case at all, it was the electricity that the calf was tangled up in that caused the pain. The cow was indeed being hurt, but it was not the calf hurting her. Many times the hurt is because we thought someone was trying to hurt us, when in fact, they were trying to protect us--just as the mama cow was trying to protect the calf even though she was causing it pain while trying to protect it from the electricity. The calf was indeed being hurt, but it was not the mother's intent to hurt the calf, but to 'fight off' the electricity that was hurting her baby.

I have met a lot of people around the world who feel angry, hurt and rejected by God because bad things have happen to them or to others they loved. In their hurt, they think if God is all powerful, all knowing, all loving and an ever present God, He would not have allowed them to be hurt the way they were. If God really loved and cared for me, I or my loved one would not have cancer. If God really loved me, I would not have lost my spouse. If God really loved me, He would not have taken my child. If God really loved me, I would not feel so rejected and alone. If God really loved me, how could He have stood by and allow this terrible thing that someone did to me. If God really loved me, ............!

I do not know the answers to any of these questions except that we are sinful people living in a sinful world where bad things happen--for a time. It is not that He is distant, uncaring or has rejected us. In fact, just the opposite is true. He loves each one of us so much that He would exchange the life of His only Son to give us life! Jesus suffered and died in our place so that we can not only be forgiven and one day inherit eternal life, but also to give us hope and peace in the midst of suffering in this life. There is no greater expression of love and acceptance than that!

He is not angry and does not reject you. In fact, He calls and longs with outstretched arms for you to come to Him! All you have to do is accept what Jesus did for you, confess and turn from your sin, and stop rejecting Him. He is waiting and He loves you with an unconditional and unending love. He does not need you. You on the other hand, are hopeless without Him and that makes all the difference!

Devotions by Year

  • Even Bulls Can Learn To Get Along
  • Changed Minds
  • Today is the Day
  • Sometimes We See What's Not There
  • Why Do You Farm?
  • Misplaced Aggression
  • Feasting On Filler
  • 'Get Some Rest': Not As Easy As It Sounds
  • Lessons From Freddy
  • Just Tired and Reflecting
  • Safe Pasture
  • Sin: Just Like Fall Army Worms
  • Blood Cleanses
  • Just Cute Little Harmless Pups
  • Life: A Series of Pipping
  • Just Because He Loves Us!
  • No Excuses!
  • Oh! Now You Tell Me!
  • Live Like You Were Dying
  • But You Didn't Tell Me!
  • Time to Choose
  • A Gift for the Man Who Has Everything and Realizes That He Really Has Nothing
  • Celebrate the Harvest
  • Falling Stars
  • Easier To Lead Than To Drive
  • Weeds, Weeds, Weeds!
  • Grace Is Like Grits
  • We Can’t Do It ‘Ourselves’!
  • I Wouldn’t Make a Good Cowboy
  • What Are We Thinking?
  • Your Walk Talks
  • Activity is No Substitute for Reproduction
  • Who Would Have Ever Thought It?
  • Thankful for Boundaries
  • Cover It Up Or Fix The Problem?
  • What Will Your Legacy Be?
  • I Wish I Had Been There! I Wish I Had Not Forgotten!
  • If God Can Use a Dove....?
  • Hope In The Midst Of Hopelessness
  • I Don't Know You!
  • Like A Straddled Squirrel
  • Sounding the Alarm: This Is Not a Test!
  • Don’t Let The Urgent Keep You From The Most Important
  • We Never Know Who We Have In The Basket
  • Uh Oh--Jesus' Got Toothpaste On His Head!
  • A Moment of Silence is like Preg Checking a Bull
  • A Chicken's Right to Choose
  • Got to Leave Right Now! What Do I Take With Me?
  • He is Able—But if He Does Not!
  • Declarations of Independence: Properity or Destruction?
  • Blackie: One In A Hundred-In More Ways Than One
  • Who Is Holding On The Tightest?
  • That Must Have Been 20 Years Ago!
  • It's Almost Time
  • Keeping Me Awake At Night
  • Better Be Dressed
  • CHRISTMAS My Favorite Time of the Year
  • A Nation Without God is a Nation Without Hope
  • Bush Hogging During a Severe Drought?
  • When the Heart Dies—the Whole Body Dies With It
  • Depopulate and Eradicate (or) Expiate and Propitiate
  • If I Could Only Say One Thing and Had One Last Chance to Say It
  • Go Ahead and Jump Son—Daddy Will Catch You
  • The Final Dispersal
  • Chicken Piping—He Sees Them All
  • “Takes the Teeth Out”
  • Making It Harder Than It Is
  • Why Was He Born?
  • What to do when you don’t know what to do
  • A Dry And Thirsty Land Where No Water Is
  • If Only These People Will Change
  • Go Fishing—You Never Know What You Might Catch
  • Some Droughts are Preventable
  • Celebrating ‘True Freedom’
  • Stepping Out of Your Comfort Zone
  • Victory Through Surrender
  • Responding Like a Sick Calf?
  • Our Life’s Investment: A Time for Reflection
  • Preg Checking: Open! Bred! I Ain’t Sure!!
  • Confidence To Face The New Year
  • Two Virgins and a Baby—The Irony and the Gift of Christmas
  • Precious Moments in the Calving Pasture
  • Working On a Building
  • What is the Foundation of Your Faith?
  • To Walk on Water—You Have to Step Out of the Boat
  • Only One Life to Live
  • The Uniqueness of a Mother’s Love
  • A Prayer That God Will Always Answer
  • Lessons from a Boar
  • When You Have Done All You Can Do to Stand: Stand Firm
  • Lowing in the Distance
  • Not My Dirty Feet!
  • Where did it go CFCI devotional
  • The Day ‘Tater’ Died
  • Life’s Lessons from the Chicken Yard
  • Christmas Choices
  • Experiencing God in the Calving Pasture
  • FAMILY: On and Off the Farm
  • Unity is More Than Important—It is Absolutely Essential
  • God, I’m not ______________. I AM!
  • The Rod and the Staff
  • The Good Shepherd Leads the Way
  • The Good Shepherd
  • Blessed to be a Blessing
  • Mama Should Have Named Me Martha
  • FENCES: On the Farm & In Our Lives
  • The Harvest Depends on the Heart
  • The Gospel & Our Response to God's Grace
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